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The Pictures

What brings a tear to your eye?

“Would you like to have these pictures?

I’d like to give them to you.”

Pause and reflection

“Yes, I would like to have the pictures.“

You would bring them to me

Before you went to Italy

I saw you and did not cry

“Thank you for the pictures.”

They are very beautiful

I like to look at them

And

I hate to look at them

They make me cry.

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(“of joy” has been removed from the title of this prompt)

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The Doctor’s Mansion

Recently, Facebook reminded me of a post I made in 2014. I copied that post and saved the accompanying photo I captured out of the window of my car, and planned on publishing what I wrote and the photograph as a sort of stroll down memory lane. But I realized I didn’t have much of a memory lane to scroll down, so that led me to the Internet. With what I remembered of the house, I did a search and found a Facebook account (credit to Facebook account Abandoned Steve, and photos will be credited to their owners) and a YouTube channel featuring abandoned mansions and properties in Pennsylvania (again, all credit to Abandoned Steve). I found the house which I had always called “My House,” because as a small child, barely able to see above the door and out of the window, and down the long driveway to the terra-cotta roof tiles, I always wanted to live there. And by live there, I mean I wanted to purchase the house when I was a grown-up. My mom told me stories of “The Doctor’s Mansion,” and I had all but forgotten most of the details, which weren’t very many to begin with. I found out today it was called Bella Vista by the surgeon who owned it and helped build it. Yes, a surgeon at a local hospital was also the general contractor on the project. Can you imagine how that went? More on him later. He was quite something, in a good way.

I am still going to post my original Facebook memory about this house, but I am going to post the beginnings of the house before I post the end. I sadly still don’t have too much information, but I am still doing research and if I come up empty-handed, I’ll employ my writer’s mind to add details. Do stay tuned for this post, but please be patient as I still have to do research on the house, and my new job training continues to be my number one priority. And also my number one vehicle to exhaustion.

When that Facebook memory popped up, a small spark that had temporarily been snuffed out by new work obligations, training and an exhausted mind and body, to be quite frank, was lit again. My muse this time is a small child’s long-ago memory that I can bring back to life. I am old enough, my creative mind now developed enough to put the awe I felt into words. I can now hear the parties held at the mansion: live music, clinking glasses and uproarious laughter amid extended family and friends on sixteen acres of a beautiful view.

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Not Now

Hummingbird AI art by Kevin

I waited, but you didn’t return

The clematis weren’t as tall

Nor as full

And they bloomed too early

Because of that heat wave

So soon

I missed you this year

But I still have your nest from last year

And I’ll save it forever 

Maybe I’ll see you next year

I really hope so

✨✨✨

This is my entry for Kevin’s NTT, 8/15/24 edition

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Susie Went Mini-Viral

I posted this reel on IG a couple days ago. I’m not exaggerating when I say every notification I’ve received up until this morning has been about this reel. There have been hundreds of thousands of notifications. Who knew it would take a three second video of a cat watching the Olympics to garner so much attention? My gray cat, Bubba, used to lie on the same table in front of the television and watch tennis matches. He watched the ball go back-and-forth. Susie prefers the shelter of the lower condo, where she can watch the sports, but also take a snooze if needed. (If Bubba were alive today, he would have his own Instagram page. I would make sure of it.)

There is no way I’m telling her she’s Insta famous. She’s already sassy enough as it is.

Susie is a big Olympics fan

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