daily prompt · fate · finding the muse · Love · poetry · Writing

By A Poet

Daily writing prompt
Do you have a quote you live your life by or think of often?

Although I do have many favorite quotes from Zora Neale Hurston, I’m going to try to follow the rules for this prompt. I know, you’re probably thinking, “Why start now?” It’s because I have a favorite quote that I really don’t think of that often but for this prompt, I thought of it.

Years ago, I bought this book:

Filled with requited and unrequited varieties

I don’t recall why I purchased the book, but if I had to venture a guess, it would be because the book is pink, has a heart on it (your girl is obsessed with hearts and collects them – not anatomical hearts, dear reader), and it also has a pink bookmark built right in.

The book contains different chapters, which delve into the many different types of love – requited, unrequited, grief, love for pets, etc. I’m not much of a romantic, but I am sentimental. So I tend towards more eccentric quotes about not just love, but everything.

I nudged this book off my shelf for this prompt and opened it up to the page with the pink bookmark. I never take this bookmark out of this page because this is my favorite quote in the whole book, and that’s not an easy feat to accomplish.

Without further adieu, Let me introduce you to my favorite quote:

When I read this the first time, I wasn’t quite sure how to interpret it. Then I realized there were many ways to interpret it. In fact, I have a new interpretation as I write this.

What is a superstition? (We all know, because we all remember the daily prompt from not that long ago.) Examples of superstitions include walking under a ladder is considered bad luck, opening an umbrella in the house is bad luck, breaking a mirror will give you seven years of bad luck, black cats are bad luck, knocking on wood so whatever you’ve just said comes true or stays safe (depends on the situation), and many more. Superstitions are misunderstood, mysterious, used as protection. In my mind, I always think about superstitions as hovering in the air in a cloud. Superstitions are not part of reality, but they are still given deference and respect. They are very real to the person who believes.

Having said that, I believe Monsieur Baudelaire is speaking here of unrequited love, a love that to him is so precious, he keeps it in the clouds just out of reach. The image of his love stays in his mind, and in his heart is where the cherishing blooms, but his love is so much more than that. He seems to be under a spell. To say you are more than an image I dream about and cherish, you are my superstition, means to me, that you are the very thing that I believe in, the idea of which makes no sense, but I love you more than I could ever love anyone else. And yet, there is a mystery about you. Are you bad for me? If my love were requited, would it be a mistake? Would it ruin everything? Superstition has to stay in the clouds, just out of reach, and so does the love. Dream of it, cherish it, hold it in the highest regard. Be also aware of its mystery and respect the unknowingness of it.

Monsieur Baudelaire was a controversial poet in Paris in the 19th century. He was part of the Decadent era. Knowing a bit about poets myself, I’ve been thinking: is the superstition the muse? Oui.

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poetry · Writing

Brick and Mortar

Art by Kevin

This is my entry for Beginning At Last NTT 4/25/24 challenge

Brick and mortar it is no more

Shiny glass and electric doors

Replace what was once

A place of hope

Of waiting rooms

Filled with smoke

Saw babies born

And elders die

All in the blink of a tearful eye

Lost like a job

I once had

The memories of it all

Live in my mind, ironclad

No shiny glass could withstand

That which I cannot hold in my hand

The place where my life ended

As well as it began

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fate · fiction · poetry · serendipity · Writing

September 27, 2063

Art by Kevin at beginningatlast9.com

(Edit 4/20/24: I accidentally moved this to drafts and had to move it back to published. It’s not a new piece. If it’s new to you, that’s great. Thanks for reading.)

This is my response to beginningatlast9.com No Theme Thursday Challenge 3/7/24

Thanks again for the art inspiration, Kevin!

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Was it really 30 years ago

When we met on this bench?

We talked of squirrels

And raspberry berets

(the kind you’d find in a secondhand store)

Her smile lit up the sky

As the eclipse overtook the sun

I couldn’t believe my eyes

I couldn’t look away

From her

(Not the eclipse)

I would give anything

To go back to September 27, 2033

Before everything went—

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“Went what, Ethan?” she asked. I looked up with a crooked smile. “Are you writing out loud again?” She was standing there glowing, the sun all around her head, her expression open and teasing. She was the solar eclipse, she always has been, since September 27, 2033.

“Hey, Kiddo,” I said.

Like this? Read September 27, 2033 to see how it started.

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Flowers · Nature · Nature photography · Photography · poetry · spring · Trees

Letting The Light In

My flowers are starting to come alive now that we’ve sprung into Spring. I’ll have a post about my favorite tree – the Eastetn Redbud – coming soon, but until then, please enjoy these photos of what’s happening around here.

The Gerberas have started to thrive again, though I do still have to cover them at night.
The Dianthus is massive. it’s been like this all winter. The blooms on this are really cool. They might happen as early as next month.
This is my mother‘s Weeping Cherry Tree. As you can see, it is very much alive and soon will blossom. I have written two poems involving this tree. I will link them below.

Cherry Blossoms – a poem about my mom and her beloved tree.

Ashes To Dirt – a poem about spreading my mother’s ashes underneath her tree.

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Humor · poetry · Writing

Gumball Machine Ring

I’m sure you don’t remember

That day when I saw you at the grocery store

It was three years ago

I had just seen you somewhere else

Sometimes I like to spend quarters

At the gumball machines

(High stakes finance these days)

I was trying to get a real gemstone ring

(They’re real to me)

But I kept ending up with plastic

Claddagh

Puffy hearts

A slug (?)

And initial rings that looked like candy

I was concentrating

Crouched in front of the gumball machine

Turning the silver knob

Hoping for the gemstone

Just like when I was a kid

And I got a real mood ring

Anyway

I heard

“Two times in one day?“

I knew your voice instantly

I turned my head to look at you

Standing there with a grin

As you blocked the egress

And old ladies tutted you

You were oblivious

Your cart filled with toilet paper

“I’m busy getting a gemstone

And you’re blocking traffic“

I couldn’t help but smile

My tone fake stern

The people behind you were forming a 15 person queue

You left and I went back to spinning the silver dial

Kind of like Russian Roulette with quarters

Anyway

The next spin got me a puffy plastic blue initial ring that looked like candy

It was your initial

I had no more quarters

I went to my car and loaded it up

I saw your car still there in the parking lot

A thought popped into my head

I giggled and grabbed the ring

I ran to your car

You were surprised

Out of breath

I said

“Here, this is for you

It’s a real gemstone”

You were perplexed, but took it

I turned to run back to my car

Smiling

You yelled after me

“Hey, does this mean we’re engaged?”

I turned around

Far away now

“Yeah!” I yell-laughed

I giggled all the way back to my car

Maybe we should get married

At the playground?

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poetry

La Vie en rose

“Life in Pink”

Art by Kevin – beginningatlast9.wordpress.com

This is my submission for beginningatlast9.com No Theme Thursday 3/14/24 thanks for the art inspiration once again, Kevin!

She lives her life in pink

A little bit of red

Lots of white

In the city of light

If pink had a sound

It would be the song

La vie en rose

Life in pink

She hums the tune

Right before she turns toward me

For the portrait

She has said,

“You don’t need rose-colored glasses

To live your life in pink,

mon cœur”

La vie en rose

Eyes that make mine look down
Des yeux qui font baisser les miens

A laugh that is lost on his mouth
Un rire qui se perd sur sa bouche

Here is the portrait without retouching
Voilà le portrait sans retouches

From the man I belong to
De l’homme auquel j’appartiens

When he takes me in his arms
Quand il me prend dans ses bras

Let him speak to me quietly
Qu’il me parle tout bas

I see life in pink
Je vois la vie en rose

He tell me love words
Il me dit des mots d’amour

Everyday words
Des mots de tous les jours

But for me, it does something to me
Mais moi, ça me fait quelque chose

He has entered in my heart
Il est entré dans mon cœur

A lot of happiness
Une grande part de bonheur

That I know the reason
Dont je connais la cause

It’s him for me, me for him in life
C’est lui pour moi, moi pour lui dans la vie

He told me, swore it for life
Il me l’a dit, l’a juré pour la vie

And as soon as I see him
Et dès que je l’aperçois

So I feel Inside me
Alors je sens en moi

My heart beating
Mon cœur qui bat

Nights of endless love
Des nuits d’amour à plus finir

A great happiness that takes its place
Un grand bonheur qui prend sa place

Troubles, sorrows fade away
Des ennuis, des chagrins s’effacent

Happy, happy to die
Heureux, heureux à en mourir

When he takes me in his arms
Quand il me prend dans ses bras

Let him speak to me quietly
Qu’il me parle tout bas

I see life in pink
Je vois la vie en rose

He tell me love words
Il me dit des mots d’amour

Everyday words
Des mots de tous les jours

And it does something to me
Et ça me fait quelque chose

He has entered in my heart
Il est entré dans mon cœur

A slice of happiness
Une part de bonheur

That I know the reason
Dont je connais la cause

It’s him for me, me for him in life
C’est lui pour moi, moi pour lui dans la vie

He told me, swore it for life
Il me l’a dit, l’a juré pour la vie

And as soon as I see him
Et dès que je l’aperçois

So I feel Inside me
Alors je sens en moi

My heart beating
Mon cœur qui bat

And as soon as I see him
Et dès que je l’aperçois

So I feel Inside me
Alors je sens en moi

My heart beating
Mon cœur qui bat

Source: LyricFind

Songwriters: Édith Piaf / Louiguy

La vie en rose lyrics © Beuscher Arpege

There are many versions, but I believe it being sung in the native French is most authentic
daily prompt · music · poetry

Poetry, Music

Daily writing prompt
What strategies do you use to cope with negative feelings?

This prompt is underwhelming. For those who want to read my poetry, check it out. It’s all here on this blog.

My musical taste is eccentric, just like my personality. The only thing that isn’t my jam is country music. I do like Chris Stapleton, but that is where it ends.

I don’t have a poem to accompany today’s prompt.

I’m going to leave this video and lyrics here. The song sums up my poetry journey so far this year, and I love Jason Mraz’s music.

Details in the Fabric

Jason Mraz

Calm down
Deep breaths
And get yourself dressed instead
Of running around
And pulling on your threads saying
Breaking yourself up

If it’s a broken part, replace it
If it’s a broken arm then brace it
If it’s a broken heart then face it

And hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way

Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
And everything will be fine

Hang on
Help is on the way
Stay strong
I’m doing everything

Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way

Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way

And everything, everything will be fine
Everything

Are the details in the fabric
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling?

Are the things that make you blow
Hell, no reason, go on and scream
If you’re shocked it’s just the fault
Of faulty manufacturing

Everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Everything

Hold your own
And know your name
Go your own way

Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own, know your name)
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling? (Go your own way)

Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own, know your name)
Are the things that make you panic (Go your own way)
Is it Mother Nature’s sewing machine?

Are the things that make you blow (Hold your own, know your name)
Hell no reason go on and scream
If you’re shocked it’s just the fault (Go your own way)
Of faulty manufacturing

Everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Hearts will hold

Source: LyricFind

Songwriters: Dan Wilson / Jason Mraz

Details in the Fabric lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Goo-Eyed Music, Word Collections Publishing